Monday, September 10, 2007

Non-Profit Foundation in Honor of sisters death

Raising Money for sister non-profit foudation

I found this website in which I can start raising funds for a foundation in honor of my sister.

Friday, September 7, 2007

Coping with Death

Coping with death: the basics - Relationships - need2know

Coping with the death of my sister has taken me threw stages. But my stages seem to revolve in the same vicious cycle. Pain, numbness and guilt.

One then the other, it starts over again. I've begone to get use to it like it's a part of my life. Although things don't seem to be looking up, I know they are. My sister was special and loved and the loss of her should not easily be forgotten. So written in these blogs and finding out information does help me.

Hope it help some one else.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

ABC 13 - Murdered Sisters Remembered

ABC 13 - Murdered Sisters Remembered

The turmoil all around the world, is so very unbelievable. With the link above is a news article of a father killing his three girls over the weekend of August 29th, 2007. This so much reminds me of my sister, who was killed by someone she loved and was too young to go.

Still full of life and taken. I'm sure those girls where going to grow up and blossom into wonderful, productive and loving flowers. But I'm believing in that plan, that this is all for a reason. Cause I have a sister that is gone. And she never got to blossom to her full potential and I wanted to see her get to that point so bad.

In the remembrance of the three young girls who lost there lives, you are loved and will never be forgotten!

Can only imagine the Pain

I can only imagine the many who have went or who are going what I am now. It seems so unbearable. I personally would like to say that I am here for anyone who needs some one with that understanding.

Losing a loved one like I did gets me to thinking about so many things. And I look for guidance from a lot of places to keep me grounded. My sister memories, my mother, my daughter, my boyfriend, my prayer book and it all helps me to keep sane.

A passage from; Breath Prayers for African Americans

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Thank you Lea

I know things aren't in the best of situations, but Lea was so good to me. I realize that although she is gone I find myself saying thank you to her a lot. She has in so many ways affected my life. With her generosity, her caring nature and the many words and memories she has left behind.

Damn, she was special. And a person who would want to take that from this earth had to be out there mind. But I surely wish I had known or really saw that craziness. There was nothing I wouldn't do for my sister. Especially when it came to her life!

Thank you Lea for being you!

Saturday, September 1, 2007

I swear there are so many twists and turn in my sisters death. I think I will never rest about the situation. It's funny how life is and you find out the fuck up disturbing shit after your only sister is taken away from you.

It was not 30 minutes before my sister had called my mom about the situation that had been occurring, that my mom had sat me down by the computer to show me about the missing lady on the Carole Sund/Carrington Memorial Reward Foundation Website.

Well see the thing about this is that the man who killed my sister had a baby mother that went missing 7 yrs ago. With out a trace. He reported her missing 4 days after her disappearance. And when the police came asking this ex-con for answers, his family some how got the whole investigation shut down. Now you tell me how that happens?

So this women Latoya Thomas just goes missing, without a trace and that's it. Then her boyfriend goes and gets with my sister. And the two women look very similar. 7 yrs later he kills my sister now, you draw your own conclusions, I have minds. To much of a coincidence if I say so myself. But you couldn't tell his family that.
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This is something straight out a movie flix. Crazy!