Me and my sister were real close. Closer then I really knew or were paying attention too. Over the years we grew closer then our 11 yr separation. She told me things I don’t think I handled to well.
And in Those ways, I blame myself for her death. In confidence she confessed to me, what her murdered had confessed to her. Instead of telling somebody who could really do something about it, I just gave my opinion and kept my mouth closed just like she asked. I know that is what a good friend does, but not what a wise friend or caring sister should have.
I should have told my mother, I normally find a way to tell her everything anyway. I’m sure my sister knew that. Probably why she told me, thinking I would some how get it to my mom. Why the fuck didn't I say any thing? Would it have prevented her death? I'm not sure of anything and want get any answers now. But I sure feel like I failed this test!
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